Ah Well.

Post Graduation is a bitch. Makes you do weird things. At least makes ME do weird things. Not weird exactly but surely not things that I can be very proud of. Coming to think of it, less than a year ago, (around 9 months ago ) I was such a happy free kid back at home in Hyderabad. My future was certainly unclear but I was happy atleast (okay, I know that doesn't sound right, but its really okay mom). It's not like I'm not happy now but the past 9 months have brought along way too many changes, in and around me. Even if I steer clear of the little pleasures of living a wonderful bachelor's life in the boys' hostel, singing and dancing on arbit songs, hogging maggi and watching movies at ungodly hours, I've somehow developed the appetite for worrying a little too easily ( Ironically, lost my actual appetite and a lot of weight went along ).

So, there I was in Hyderabad, sitting in my room, playing 1-on-1 fifa with Madhu and talking cricket, chelsea,chicks and so much more and here I am, still playing fifa but doing loads of other stuff as well. The last 9 months have taught me a lot but I really do not like the pressure that tags along all the time. Maybe its just in my head, maybe I'm better that what I make of myself, maybe I need to speak up a little more and look for opportunities...maybe!

But being a staunch believer of alls well that ends well, I think as time progresses I will get used to the pressure ( Just incase, Im not used to it already) and make a better person in a year's time than I could have ever been, if I had chosen to stay back at Hyderabad and continued to reside in my little nutshell called 'an extremely laid back life.' I'm glad about being here and the excitement of being ready to begin working in a year's time will keep me in high spirits (if anything else doesn't :P). When I read through this post, I really don't know why exactly I decided to write this but well, I'm glad...yes, I'm glad about this as well. That's all for now...I guess.