I'm Lost Again....

Darkness all around….
Loneliness everywhere….
Going through a mind block, I stare into empty spaces….
Wondering where I’m….
Strange feelings have crept in…and….
I’m lost again.....

I feel like a psycho….
Doing things, not really knowing if I actually want to do them…
Not knowing if I’m on the right track…
Or was I never in the race…
Strange feelings have crept in…and…
I’m lost again.....

I feel like a plagiarist….
Donning and aping others’ ways….
I wonder where my original self has mysteriously escaped.…
Strange feelings have crept in…and….
I’m lost again.....

I feel like a hypocrite….
Putting on situational masks….
Erasing away my true face….
Just to earn a worthless plastic image….
Strange feelings have crept in…and….
I’m lost again.....

I feel I’m lagging behind….
Far behind the world ….
Who have depicted selfishness and successfully backstabbed….
So I decided to stay behind….
Far behind….
The strange feelings are turning weird….
I’m really lost again.....