So...as anyone else in my place, I begin to wonder, what exactly does turning 20 mean??...
Does it mean anything at all??...Does it mean I have to get more "Serious" with "Life" and think about my "future" more seriously...Does it mean I have to have a better answer than "I've not yet decided" or anything on those lines when I'm asked about what am I going to do with my life...Does it mean I can start taking my crush(es) seriously??[Yeah Yeah..I just needed a reason! :D:D]...Does it mean I have to stop fooling around like I do now??.....Why are almost all the questions that are coming to my mind so negetive??? Is it a part of turning 20??? Am I beginning to freak out because of the fact that I'm turning 20?? [Naaaah]...Does it also imply that the next decade is going to be the most toughest phase??? Am I going to be scared of it?? How would my blog know that??[Hehe]...Does it mean I should stop getting excited everytime I eat a chocolate??Does it mean I have to stop eating too much of chocolates??[The best possible Answer for the last 2 questions would be :NoT eVeN In YoUr WiLdEsT DrEaMs WoUlD I Do ThAt]....Does it mean my room can't have posters anymore?? Does it mean my room can't be messy anymore???[My mom would have high hopes on this question but even she knows its going to end up being only hopes and NOT reality] Does it mean bruising my knees would become a thing to laugh about??? Does it mean I won't have time for anything I love??? Does it mean I'm going to get so engrossed and entangled in my own life,that I won't have time for all those friends that I made in the past 18 years, be it the ones from the same apartment...or same school..or even the same college ??[Has to be my biggest fear]...Does it mean I have to have all my fun in my last few months as a "teen"??[This I seriously intend to carry out]..Am I over reacting to something that can merely be passed on as "its just a number"?? [I'm pinning my hopes on this one.. I hope this is exactly how it is]
Over reacting or not, the fact that I'll turn 20 exactly 7 months from today isn't very encouraging....I can very well say, this marks the end of what I call the first quadrant of life, and without any doubts,this has to be the best one!...bidding goodbye to it is surely not going to be very easy but then I guess I'll do it in style by doing all that I've been wanting to do for a while now, in the next 7 months! [So, I've got myself a deal here...let's try and stick to it]...
That's about it I guess...its too early to have a countdown and besides I don't want to have a countdown...I only pray that the next 7 months take a lifetime to arrive and by the end of which I would have successfully completed atleast half of the things that I want to do in this period!
PeAcE!!
*****P.S. ::: Okay...I over reacted...I freaked out [in simpe words]...but then...I'm sure it would feel really strange from the inside*****
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My dearest little bro ..here are my answers to your queschannaire !!!
Does it mean anything at all??
Yes, it means you are no longer a “teen”
Does it mean I have to get more "Serious" with "Life" and think about my "future"?
Hell no!!
Does it mean I have to have a better answer than "I've not yet decided" or anything on those lines when I'm asked about what am I going to do with my life...
Yeah, start the Australia plan.
Does it mean I can start taking my crush(es) seriously??
Not really. In fact, if you take them seriously, they will take you lite. So reverse psychology is the way to go here :D
Does it mean I have to stop fooling around like I do now??
No way. Not even when you are 30.
Why are almost all the questions that are coming to my mind so negetive???
Because you are going to turn 20, duh ?
Is it a part of turning 20???
Yeah.
Am I beginning to freak out because of the fact that I'm turning 20??
Stating the obvious, but YES!!
Does it also imply that the next decade is going to be the most toughest phase???
Well, it will be the decade that makes you, your own “man”.
Am I going to be scared of it??
No.
How would my blog know that??
It has secret powers.
Does it mean I should stop getting excited everytime I eat a chocolate??
Definetely NOT.
Does it mean I have to stop eating too much of chocolates??
Of course not. In fact, I would say eat more chocolate.
Does it mean my room can't have posters anymore??
This is part of your identity. Prakky’s room wouldn’t be prakky’s room without it.
Does it mean my room can't be messy anymore??
You wouldn’t want your room to be messy anymore.
Does it mean bruising my knees would become a thing to laugh about???
It isn’t already ??
Does it mean I won't have time for anything I love???
For sometime yes. But then you recover :)
Does it mean I'm going to get so engrossed and entangled in my own life,that I won't have time for all those friends that I made in the past 18 years, be it the ones from the same apartment...or same school..or even the same college.
Unfortunately, that is a possibility no matter where on the planet you are. The new life will engulf you within itself leaving time and space for brief trips down memory lane and nostalgia.
Does it mean I have to have all my fun in my last few months as a "teen"??
As a teen, yes. As a person, the fun times are just beginning.
Am I over reacting to something that can merely be passed on as "its just a number"??
Its not just a number. It’s a phase. And this isn’t over reaction. It is ..ahem ..thought provoking.
ohkay...first thanku for such a looooooooooong comment....and also for answering dat looooong list of questions...and perhaps all of it makes so much sense...so thanku for d "enlightenment"...feels much better now :)
lol..i hav one whole year n half month to get to that phase..so yaay!..nice post btw :)
Take it from someone who just turned "20"...It aint that bad ;)
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